Flash Friendships

I met a couple of military pilots yesterday. Both flew combat missions over Iraq. The Navy guy flew F-14s and the Air Force guy was in A-10 Warthogs. I didn’t get too much more info out of them, though. For some reason, they kept peppering me with questions and even argued over who was going to ask the next one.

We met up again about twenty minutes later. Kim was with me this time, and after joking that they seemed to be stalking me, we learned they had to drive here because they were staying at their friend’s cabin the woods south of town and were not close enough to any of the bus routes.

I don’t know if it’s the excitement that comes with skiing, the rush of adrenaline from flying down a steep slope, or the simple joy of being out in nature and enjoying the snow. A shared enthusiasm leads to this sense of camaraderie among complete strangers that I don’t find anywhere else.

In the same day, I met a schoolteacher from Ohio who loves cross country skiing — don’t get her wrong, she still likes downhill (“…or I wouldn’t be out here, right?”), but alpine makes her legs tireder faster. A travelling nurse who took an assignment in Denver for a few months ‘cause he and his wife wanted to spend this winter skiing, and a house cleaner who said, “When you leave your condo, don’t throw out the non-perishables — we live on that stuff.”  

Ski lift culture is a unique society which leads to flash friendships that last only ten or fifteen minutes. There’s a fleeting aspect to a conversation with a chair partner. You don’t have to worry about how to end it, there’s a definite termination point, and they almost never ask your name.

Where’s the Garlic?

We arrived in Breck last night. I’ve been coming to Summit County, Colorado off and on since the early 90s and reconnected with Kim on the internet 20 years ago this month while I was up here. Beware the ides of March, right? This time we’ve got a beautiful house a five-minute walk from historic Breckenridge Main Steet, complete with heated garage and gas fireplace.

The temp outside was only 4 degrees this morning, so we decided to make like Europeans and loll about with tea and coffee in bed. It’s said that Americans go on holiday to ski and Europeans ski to go on holiday. We had bagels with cream cheese and lox with a side of bacon for breakfast. And prosecco, of course.

The snow was wonderful! Packed powder, mainly. Kim’s a great skier and utterly fearless, but today was her first day this season and with the elevation and all… Not to mention the psychic residue of our Friday night party in Denver, and still working to digest the Saturday afternoon Reubens (thank you, Cyndi) — we stuck to the blue cruisers.

We skied Peak 9 all afternoon, except for the hour we spent at the bar at Coppertops. Soup of the day was Seafood Gumbo. Kim made a half dozen new friends, of course, and we had to drag ourselves away from them to get in a few more runs before quitting on our terms before the mountain dictated it.

Kim had this idea that I need a pair of yellow ski pants so she can spot me on the mountain, so we wandered in and out of Main Street shops looking for the right shade of yellow. Helly Hansen had a pair, but they were 2xl and that was not going to work. North Face had a pair for $400 and they were 10% off, but that was not going to work either.

It was around that time I suggested we stop into the Gold Pan Saloon to talk it over and work up a new approach. I needed to take a leak anyway. Sitting at the bar, enjoying a nice bourbon, we realized we didn’t have enough garlic for dinner, so I asked the bartender if they cooked with fresh garlic in the back. He looked at me kind of funny, but agreed that they did, so asked him if he’d sell me a clove.

He said, “Yeah, I guess I can.”

The woman next to me at the bar said, “I can’t believe you just asked him that.”

I said, “Why not, what’s he going to do, throw me out of the bar? We don’t have enough garlic for dinner and I don’t want to go to the grocery store.”

By now everyone’s cracking up at Bruce asking the bartender for a clove of garlic. The bartender said, “Don’t worry, I got someone working on that for you.”

Around that time, a guy comes out of the kitchen with a clove of garlic in his hand. The bartender says, “Put it in a ramekin.”

The guy says, “Are you fucking kidding me?”

I didn’t actually hear him say that, but I can read lips well enough, and I promise that’s what he said.

I yelled over at him, “Thanks, man. I really appreciate your help.” I don’t think he heard me, but the look on his face said he understood the thumbs up I shot him. He called over, “What are you cooking?”

Kim hollered back, “Mushrooms and garlic for a steak sauce,” and he grinned.

I swear I left a really good tip, and Kim killed the dinner. Here’s a picture.

The Intruder

“Honey, wake up.”

Kim, my wife, was shaking me out of a dead sleep. I was in the middle of a naked dream. You know, the one where you’re back in high school, naked in the hallway and can’t remember your locker combination?

“Whut, whut?” I opened my eyes into deep darkness.

“Someone’s in the front yard. Headlights are shining on the riding ring.”

“Stop shaking me.” I grabbed her hand and stilled it. “What time is it?”

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Til Death Do Us Part

For better, for worse
For richer, for poorer
In sickness and in health
‘Til death do us part

She’d been thinking about those vows a lot lately. Lord knows they’d laughed, cried, slogged, and danced through the first six, and now here they were – toiling away on the seventh. It was a standard line of theirs at cocktail parties that they hoped to live long enough for a platinum anniversary.

Turns out we won’t even make golden.

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Second Opinion

You wake up on one fine September morning coughing up blood. You’re startled but not alarmed. Except that it happens the next day too. Third day, nothing. Fourth day bloody coughing again. It goes on like this for a month.

Being a prudent person, you go to your doctor. He says, “I think you may have lung cancer, but go get a second opinion.”

You go to the specialist. He says, “Yep, it’s lung cancer and you need treatment.”

Since no one likes being told they have lung cancer, you go get a third opinion. Same diagnosis: lung cancer. This one adds, “Not only do you need treatment, but you have to quit smoking cigarettes, too.”

You’re getting into the swing of this multiple opinion thing, though, and you want to be thorough, so you keep going to specialists and get the same diagnosis and advice.

Finally, doctor number 32 gives you the news you’ve been hoping to hear. The blood soiling your hanky each morning is a natural occurrence and if you ignore it you’ll be fine. Oh, and the cigarettes are ok. No need to quit.

What are you going to do?

By the way, the cancer treatment has a monthly cost equivalent to a couple bottles of decent champagne. The side effects are (1) all of your grey hairs go back to their original color, (2) those wrinkles around your eyes smooth over and (3) your kid’s SAT scores go up by 40 points. There are no known negative side effects. But you do have to give up the cigs.

Now let’s talk about climate change.


An eagle flew over the farm today while I was mowing the front field.

I grew up in the 60s and 70s after we had nearly poisoned them into extinction with DDT, so it’s still a thrill every time I see one.

Like it was yesterday, I can remember the first bald eagle I saw in the wild. It was at Ralph Stover State Park in Pennsylvania, near the Delaware River. A spring day. Late morning. Probably about 1978. My friend Chris Coffin was teaching me how to rock climb.

He always made fun of my caution on the rock, because he knew I was afraid of heights and only did this to practice confronting fear. He would tell me, “One of these days, you’re going to make one of those moves where you can’t go forward and you can’t go back and you’ll have no choice except to peel off.”

Well, it wasn’t that day. But I was on belay, a hundred or so feet above a stony creek with one foot wedged into a narrow crack and the other nosing around for a chip of rock big enough to carry my weight, when he calls out, “Hey. There’s an eagle.”

‘Where?” I yelled back. Since I tended to hug the rock, I had a very tight range of vision.

“To your right. Heading towards the river.”

By the time I worked my head around far enough to see, there wasn’t much left of him as he flapped and coasted off. Just the impression of a large-bodied dark bird with a hint of white head and tail washed out against the bright sky.  And just like that, a milestone passed. I had seen an eagle.

Chris was seven or eight years older than me. He’d been in the army. A Cold War tank commander in Germany who talked about watching and waiting for the Red Army to sweep across the Fulda Gap. Chris was like a big brother for a few years. Then I moved to Baltimore and we drifted apart.

Turns out he was one of the first hundred or so Americans killed in the Iraq war. When we think of soldiers killed in wartime, we’re inclined to think of young lives wasted too soon. Chris was an MP in the Army Reserve. He was in his early 50s. Seems like he was too old to die in a war.

I think of Chris Coffin pretty much every time I see an eagle.

April 19th

April 19th is the anniversary of the “Shot Heard ‘Round the World” that launched the American Revolution. A group of local militiamen fired on a column of British Redcoats on the village commons in Lexington, Massachusetts. 

The most common cause of death in the American colonies that year was smallpox. Today, it’s heart disease and the second is cancer. Cancer runs in my family. My father died of cancer. It took 20 years to kill him, though. He was one tough SOB.

It seems like so much cancer is caused by behavioral or environmental conditions. Bad eating habits or smoking or chewing tobacco. Asbestos and Agent Orange were human causes, and there’s someone to blame for that. But what about when kids get cancer? Who do you blame for that?

Big Norm 1986

I’m thinking about cancer because that’s my mission this year. To raise money for cancer research at Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center in NYC. They saved Norm’s life the first time around. Norm was my dad.

Norm was first diagnosed in 1987. He was 61. He had esophageal cancer. He only went for a checkup because his older brother Gene had just been diagnosed, and Uncle Gene had no hope. He waited ‘til he couldn’t swallow anything but scrambled eggs, and the cancer was too far along.

So Dad went for an endoscopy. He’d had stomach problems all of his life. Ulcers. Constant heartburn. He was always swigging Amphojel or Maalox from a bottle. We called it gook. Rhymed with book. It was a liquid antacid compound that separated in the bottle (shake well before opening). He would shake the bottle really hard then unscrew the lid and take a guzzle.

He had bottles of it stashed all over the place. His briefcase, his desk drawer, the glove compartments in both cars. The Amphojel bottle was blue; Maalox was brown. Like a drunk stashes bottles of vodka, Norm stashed bottles of gook.

When we were kids, it was a game. Sometimes he would let us shake up the bottle. I remember one time my mother shook it up, unscrewed the lid and handed it to him. He was driving. Norm didn’t notice the lid was already off it. He gave it a sharp shake and the stuff flew all over the car. After that, he would always check the lid first.

Anyway, Norm was a bit of a hypochondriac so when Uncle Gene got his sentence, Norm figured he should go get checked. He called me the day he got his results and asked me to come over. He lived in Green Brook, NJ then. He was sitting in the living room in the dark when I walked into the house. He lived there alone at the time. He told me they found some cells. No tumor, just some cells. Said he was lucky; there was a good chance they could take care of it. It was very scary and dramatic.

Just because you’re a hypochondriac, it doesn’t mean you aren’t sick.

Norm had doctors the way a Lothario has girlfriends. He’d fall in love with their credentials, enjoy their company and dote on their every word. Eventually, familiarity breeding doubt, he’d start second-guessing their diagnoses and advice. Finally, they’d argue, break up and move on.

Not this time though. He went straight to the top. Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center. He knew about esophageal cancer. He’d read enough about it, and he knew that few survived it. He also knew that if he could be fixed, they were the ones who could do it.

He was right. They fixed him up. Cut off 20% of his esophagus and 20% of his stomach, stretched the pieces together and sewed him up. Said they got all the cancer cells. He had to eat and sleep differently after that, and he said he felt like his insides were too short for the rest of him, but we got to keep him.

Sometimes it pays to be a hypochondriac.

I’m running the NYC Marathon this year, and I’m running in honor of Norm Anderson, the toughest guy I ever knew. I hope you will support my efforts and donate to Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center. Donate in honor of Norm or in honor of your friend or relative who survived cancer or who didn’t. Researchers like those at MSKCC will end this scourge one day.

199 days and counting.

The Journey Begins!

It’s official! I’m running the 2019 New York City Marathon. The first weekend in November will be the pinnacle of my 60th birthday year. I’ve run NYC three times before, and I intend this to be the last.

I dedicate this effort to the memory of my father, Norm Anderson, and I’m running with purpose – to raise funds for cancer research at Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center. The great folks at MSKCC treated Norm when he was first diagnosed with esophageal cancer and were instrumental in giving us over 15 more years with him.

Two good friends are joining me in this marathon effort. Alan “The Richmond Raptor” Hogan and Liz Ghezzi Steele, a renowned attorney here in Richmond, Virginia who was once known to the good people of Highland Park, New Jersey as “Lightswitch Liz.”

My objective is raise $7,500 for cancer research at MSKCC. It’s a lot of money, but with the your help, I am certain we can reach this goal. Here’s a link to my fundraising site at MSKCC — feel free to jump aboard right away. Stay tuned here for tales of our training adventures and join us on the journey to the NYC Marathon on November 3, 2019!